keristeen

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 01:02:22 GMT

FUCK! I really can't believe this shit! Why is this happening to me? URRGHHH! I can't believe HIM! Who the fuck does he think he is. If anything its him that's gonna miss out and suffer. NOT ME! I just found out today that there's something wrong with my mom and that she's been really sick. I'm scared, depressed, and frustrated. I don't know what I would do if I ever lost my mom. Yeah she pisses me off most of the time and I kinda don't wanna live with her sometimes but I seriously don't know what I would do with out her. Something could happen to her at anytime. I hate my life right now. It's all too much in one day. I hate crying, it doesn't do any good, it won't make anything better. But right now that's all I can do.

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 19:19:12 GMT

WOW! Last night was unbelievable. Everything was crazy. Rema was the biggest trip. OH MAN! This girl was DRUNK! She made the biggest fool of herself. It's hard taking care of that girl when shes drunk. Seriously was the worst night of my life. I really don't get him. He tells everyone that he does but it doesn't seem like he does. Whats wrong with him mann!

If you were mine, I`d be your everything and you`d be the only thing that I would ever need. If you were mine, I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want. Everything I dreamed about, everything that I talked about, one thing I can`t live without. I wanna get closer to you, can`t stand being far away. Knowing that you don`t feel the same way, questioning bring tears to my eyes.

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 13:42:55 GMT

sigh* I HATE THIS, I wanna get away.
FU</>CK! I seriously hate this, I really do. I don’t think I can take it anymore. I seriously need to get away. I feel so miserable. I’ve been feeling miserable all the damn time. I wanna live with my dad :( . I can’t believe I’m saying that but it’s really that bad. I’m so sick of her sh</>it. I wanna get out as soon as possible. I HATE HER! I can’t believe she’s doing this. She’s seriously ruining me. OMG! I hate how things are for me right now. First I get into this stupid spat with my mother and when I get home I hear about some other sh</>it that made me cry all over again. It’s all piling on me. This stupid problem with my mother is bad enough I really don’t need to be depressing about anything else. I don’t want this, any off this bullsh</>it getting in the way of school. I’m doing real good right now I don’t wanna slack because I’m depressed. I really hope things will get better for me real soon.